the devil, again: one of my most pulled cards of the year so far, tied only with the queen of cups.
part of me wants to claim that i’ve already let go of so much, but the truth is that i still cling to wanting my old life back, the familiarity of a job i knew well (even with its attendant problems and dramas) and the comfort of working with dear friends. i have been working at my new place for six months, now, and it still doesn’t quite fit yet. because, of course, six months is not anywhere close to nine years.
so, the devil, again: here to remind me, and us, to let it the fuck go. we can only move forward, my darlings, so let’s fucking try it, okay?
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this week’s deck: sasuraibito tarot
this week’s gems: amethyst, ruby fuchsite
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previously, in the devil: 9/23/18; 10/28/18; 2/14/21; 2/21/21; 6/4/23; 10/29/23; 9/8/24; 2/9/25